we were right at the front…and then i decided i was gonna go all dizzy and pass out :( i only had to last 3 more minutes and they’d be on stage…rubbish timing or what

it was a bit horrific, it went like reallllly hot, so i took my cardi off, and then it went REAAALLLLYYY hot, and i was a bit woozy, so i said to kim i needed to sit down and in the process almost crushed the girl behind me (who apparently looked terrified)

i then went completely deaf as i was pulled through a completely never ending crowd, until we got outside to the bar-type bit, i sat down, a lot cooler cos the doors were open, kim got me a lemonade, and i had the shakes in both legs, good stuff (Y)

we missed the grand entrance :( mega disappointed

and then we were right at the back, behind mr brick wall, and i’m only little so i could barely see through the whole thing, so really it’s a good job i put my contact lenses in otherwise i would have seen literally nothing :/

it was still amazing..3 times and i’m still not over it ;) but i do think i ruined it for myself, and kim :/ i wanted to be down at the front again :( its no fun being at the back thats were everyone who doesn’t really care is..they’re more interested in getting to the bar at regular intervals :/ which tbh in the state i was in probably wasn’t a bad thing but that is besides the point

i’m going again

saturday 20th, 02 academy, i don’t care if it’ll be the 2nd time in a week, i want to feel it properly, and this time, i will try not to pass out

and if i am going to…at least try to fall over when johnny’s on stage so he can see and then i get special VIP sympathy ;)